It is never easy
to be kind at all times. Giving more than what you received. Smiling without
expecting they will smile back. Appreciating how your loved ones remember
another loved ones special day when they forgot yours. Telling yourself that
anybody’s attention and appreciation do not matter for you, yet a little part
in your mind is wishing you somehow get one.
And then you
just whip all by yourself controlling every thought that make you ill. Why they
are like that? I’m still human, I somehow need it sometimes! I need it to
uplift a part of me, that I am doing right and it is good to keep it that way…
But then, it is
a human nature to ignore, do how they want to react, give back when they wanted
and forget when they don’t. Whenever that, “I’m not OK”, words are going to
come out of your mouth, expressed in your eyes, shown in your actions…Stop it!
